♥ PerkHerUp

Rehearse;

Tuesday, January 10, 2012 ♥

Prepared this day for almost two years....
Calmer than how i thought i would be, so that's a pretty good thing i guess?

It didn't hit me much as well, in fact i'm quite happy about it..
not disclosing my result here as it's not honorable at all.
But if you want to know, i'll tell you personally if you ask me.

What makes me upset is the scenario didn't turn out to be what i expected..
Not for myself, but those who definitely worked hard but effort didn't pay off.
Somehow i felt bad, like why do people worked so much harder than me ended up having almost the same score as me...
Like i do deserve it, but they don't. #sigh

Well, but those who looked down on others, this is... KARMA.
For once, i think not being positive is a good thing.
Don't put your hopes up high, it might crash you down one day.

So i guess all i need to do now is to choose the right courses...
& happy handling all the disappointments people throw at me.

But for whoever that may be concern about me, i'm doing fine..
NOT putting up a strong front either because i'm really okay.

:)

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